Seriously. I've watched 4 movies in the past 2 days. Those include The Notebook, Aladdin, The Little Mermaid and Annie. Yeah, talk about a blast from the past.
In addition, I've still been waiting for that text from my ex that's probably never going to come. Yeah, he never was one for keeping promises or having feelings for that matter. I feel bad for saying that, because I'm the one that keeps talking to him in desperation, but it's true. I wish moving on was easy. I wish I was one of those girls that could just say 'fuck it' and move on. I thought I was, but unfortunately, I'm not. And now I find myself wishing that I could spend the summer with him. Just him and I and the summer.
Sigh...
Sometimes I read over all these posts and just discover how much I've changed in so little time. I guess that's what it means to grow up. I never thought it would happen so fast. I mean, I'm still young, but I feel old. I feel like I've seen everything there is to see sometimes.
Nah, that isn't true. I know there's a lot I don't know and a lot of things to see. I just wish I could see them now! Maybe I should have taken advantage of those class trips, so I could go see the world instead of staying in the confines of this little town.
Oh, well.
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