And what a week it has been! I went from chilling in my bedroom in my small town to heading to the city for basketball camp. In the course of 1 week I went to a Carly Rae Jepsen concert, tubing on a lake, swimming, shopping (bought a new dress!), hot tubbing and of course playing basketball. Today is my last day in the city and I have mixed feelings about going back to my small town. On the one hand, I miss my friends but on the other hand, there's always so much to do in the city!
I definitely miss my computer. I mean, make fun all you want, but that's something that I could not go without for very long. I've managed a week - but then again I have my iPhone, so it doesn't really count.
In about 4-5 days I'll be heading to B.C. for some great times as a family trip with my cousins. I'm super pumped for that :) hopefully we'll see some great sights!
I'll probably blog more when I'm not typing on this stupid, tiny iPhone keyboard. Peace out!
Saturday, 27 July 2013
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Monday, 8 July 2013
Life & Rejection
Wow, from hands-on experience with rejection all I can say is that it sucks.
This is the third major rejection I've experienced this year. I know I shouldn't be making a big deal about it, I don't even know why I am... but it hurts. As many of you know, I got fired from my first job ever in April. If that wasn't enough, the talk with my ex didn't go over as planned and no there is no chance that anything will ever happen. And now... REJECTED from something I applied to a few months ago...
Why? I wish I knew, honestly. I hate those fucking phone calls. Those, "We're sorry, you didn't make it, but we encourage you to blah, blah blah."
Fucking, bloody hell. Why don't I have more control over this?
I wish I could just start over, sometimes. Or go back and undo some of the stupid things I've done. I know I shouldn't regrets, but, hell, I do, and I can't help them.
"One day it's here and then it's gone,
How are you still holding on?"
-One Day, Kodaline
And then, to make it even worse, my mom comes in my room and asks if everything is okay. I hate fucking crying in front of people. I feel like an idiot every time it happens. I know some people are just like, whatever, you cry, you get on with life. But fuck. I'm the only person that I can cry in front of without feeling like a complete idiot. And even when I cry I'm just thinking... stop, you're better than this. Stop crying. It's not even that big of a deal. Why are you crying?
It just sucks.
This is the third major rejection I've experienced this year. I know I shouldn't be making a big deal about it, I don't even know why I am... but it hurts. As many of you know, I got fired from my first job ever in April. If that wasn't enough, the talk with my ex didn't go over as planned and no there is no chance that anything will ever happen. And now... REJECTED from something I applied to a few months ago...
Why? I wish I knew, honestly. I hate those fucking phone calls. Those, "We're sorry, you didn't make it, but we encourage you to blah, blah blah."
Fucking, bloody hell. Why don't I have more control over this?
I wish I could just start over, sometimes. Or go back and undo some of the stupid things I've done. I know I shouldn't regrets, but, hell, I do, and I can't help them.
"One day it's here and then it's gone,
How are you still holding on?"
-One Day, Kodaline
And then, to make it even worse, my mom comes in my room and asks if everything is okay. I hate fucking crying in front of people. I feel like an idiot every time it happens. I know some people are just like, whatever, you cry, you get on with life. But fuck. I'm the only person that I can cry in front of without feeling like a complete idiot. And even when I cry I'm just thinking... stop, you're better than this. Stop crying. It's not even that big of a deal. Why are you crying?
It just sucks.
Sunday, 7 July 2013
Life & How To Be A Heartbreaker
Rule number 1,
Is that you gotta have fun
But baby when you're done
You gotta be the first to run
Rule number 2,
Just don't get attached to
Somebody you could lose
So l-let me tell you
Okay, but seriously, that song is catchy.
ANYWAY, I've been working on my novel, and I've hit the 20,000 mark. (which is around 2 hours to read) so that's awesome! :)
I'm excited to write more and develop it more.
Is that you gotta have fun
But baby when you're done
You gotta be the first to run
Rule number 2,
Just don't get attached to
Somebody you could lose
So l-let me tell you
Okay, but seriously, that song is catchy.
ANYWAY, I've been working on my novel, and I've hit the 20,000 mark. (which is around 2 hours to read) so that's awesome! :)
I'm excited to write more and develop it more.
Monday, 1 July 2013
Life & Moving On
So we did end up talking last night, and I just have 2 words.
Fuck him.
I know lately I've been getting a little mushy-gushy with all this I-want-him-back bullshit, but I'm done with it. He's officially deleted from my phone, and I don't want to go into details about it, but I am proud to say that I finally told him off.
Anyway, I'm excited to head off to basketball camp tomorrow with one of my friends. That'll be fun :) I don't have a lot to talk about today, so I guess I'll write more some other time.
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