After my ex and I broke up last year, I made a list of things that I didn't like about him/our relationship. Sounds harsh, I know, but that's how I dealt with my pain at the time. I tried to remember the bad things about my relationship, and focus on those, because I knew that if I remembered our relationship how it actually was, I would have came crawling back within a week.
Now, I know what you're thinking. 'Wow... just another girl who is still in love with the idea of her ex-boyfriend.' And yes, I'll admit that he was a great guy, and our relationship was cute. But I'm not just sewn up on the idea of him, I'm sewn up on him.
This may sound like a change from everything that you've heard about going back to your ex's, but I think that I'm going to try it. I want him back, there's no denying that. We didn't break up for any specific reason, we just thought at the time that things weren't really going anywhere. I don't know why, but we ended it a little too soon.
Anyways, that's all I've been thinking about for the past week, and believe me, I've had my share of crying over it. I miss him like hell. But we've actually been talking the past couple of days, which has made me a lot happier. I want to see him again, and talk things through, and see where things go from there.
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